im severely tired.

im disappointed.

im really lost for words this time.

but all hope is not lost.

i'm optimistic.

what i'm talking about?

the sec threes.

it seems that we cant listen to each other.

what is this?

we're supposed to be the best of all the NP cadets.

why are we pointing fingers at one another?

urgh.

im severely stressed.

i'm not sure i can handle this.

as the cliched saying goes,

so much to do, so little time.

its been one HELL of a week.

one fucking week at that.

arh!!!

i hate being in sec three.

everything's so fast.

snap-snap-snap.

blink-and-you-miss-it.

oh dear.

this is when i really hate myself for not changing physics to bio.

why can't the fucking school just accept bio with geog?

this is FRUSTRATING.

my mind feels really empty now.

i can't remember waht i read yesterday,

let alone remember what i did.

my life's going according to schedule.

on the brighter side,

i passed my chem!

yay!

BUT

mrs yoong complained again.

bla bla bla...too much nonsense...."taken aback until i hit the wall"

like urh!

her metaphorical usage is so lame la.

you should not celebrate execpt for two people.

the million dollar question:

guess who?

Rachel and Nigel.

suprise surprise.

and that nigel was like omigosh-i"canot"believe-i-passed.

this is what i call STUPIDITY.

humble?

my ass.

call me sour grapes.

ARGH!

i like mdm gill the best.

she relaxed, cool and calm.

and

SS is the closest i have to history.

i passed my humanities.

and rachel failed.

HAH!

so what if you have notes from london.

wiki's waay better.

ass.

anyway,

i'm feeling way scared now.

i havent got a goal that i want to go to.

talking about that,

nigel wants to discover a scientific theory and be famous for it.

yeah right.

what do you want to discover?

a tomb in the valley of kings?

that humans evolved from homo florenisis?

oh come on.

be realistic.

anyhoo,

competion's on saturday.

i have left this blog into disrepair for like,

how long.....

i PROMISE to update it some time after the campcraft competiotion.

i SWEAR.

i just adore the song mustafa.

oh my god,

i HAVE to find it.

i'll post more tomorrow.

watching pesta pesta pesta right now.

ok this post is all about bitching.

today is not my day.

had the 2.4km run.

the REAL one.

not that i'm concerned about it anyway.

finished the run in my usual timing.

12+ mins.

and then,

some lunatic goons from the E1 and E2 class did not record down their timing.

mrs khiu was pissed.

she went on about ''being the first class you shout have better behavior...."

bla bla bla...

although i do agree with her on certain points.

it's time for the boys to GROW UP.

they're still uber-lame.

i mean with all the jokes they're playing at

even a baboon could figure out the reason that they went to the last class.

suprise suprise.

no offence sha.

ok.

back to the story.

then mr.bob told us that he might consider today's timing to be void.

cos' he cant trust the timing.

what a load of bullshit.

that means we have to run again next week.

ahh.

we have reached the crux of the problem.

on to the next problem.

NP.

not that i am complaining,

but the sec ones seem OK to me.

nothing wrong whaaat.

a little bit of fine-tuning and they'll be free of nerd-ism.

then sir sara lost his key.

and we have to find it.

what the hell.

another last problem i hope is my chemistry teacher.

her constant nagging is like when fingernails scratch on chalkboard.

"blablabla you must take your own initiative blablabla i will not spoonfeed you with the answers blablabla do your own corections blablabla..."

for heaven's sake

we are not a JC class.

do slow down.

ironically,

i understand her teaching.

very strange.

alright i'll stop here.

auf Widershen.

just came back.

planned to come back early,

but J asked me to help her decorate the council room.

i hate the new furniture.

very small.

it looks bigger in ikea.

maybe they did an optical illusion.

don't get me started on that.

it reminds me of physics.

madness.

so after a major cleanup was done,

in which we got our hands dusty,

we discovered...

TONS of fairy lights!

have not tested it out yet though.

we went to NTUC.

lugged the bags of drinks for tomorrow's toastmaster's club.

which,

fortunately,

i do not have to go.

i am saved by the campcraft competition!

hee...

so its a um..

oh yeah,

double-edged sword.

anyhoo,

my dad bought a SWENSEN'S ICE-CREAM CAKE.

to my dismay and pleasure,

nobody ate it.

so i was like a freaking lunating last night

worrying that the ice-cream will melt

that the cake will spoil..

et cetera.

by the way, there IS a parade for non-campcraft cadets.

the usual stuff.

i think i'm rotting.

god help me.

ah!